Friday, February 04, 2005
it was a hot and sunny day -.-
* last food ate – `now eating noodles. ((x
* tinking of rite now – `wanna ferget him. but how? =\
* feeling rite now – `bored!! hungry!!
* listening to – `nurthing
* tym - `o3:38pm
i`m home so early! hahaha. wadeva. last nitex i didnt cry. ((= thx to all those who consoled me. u noe hu u are. *winkz* haha. todae morning oso neva cry. felt like crying; but neva. ((= morning go back of quadrangle. kexin quarelling. scary worz. xinz; lac okiies. ((= then go klsroom put me and xinz de hp. klsroom not open. ask valerie help me kip. lols.
go down find xinz. blahhs. todae neva bring vball. not playing. go sit down. study study. listen listen. copy notes. siannified. chinese we did letter writing. phy ms foo neva come. got relief cher give us test. siann. after test i slp.. still got tym maa. dreamt of swimming pool. stupid rite. lols. chem. hen siann. went fer recess. go toilet wif jess and audrey. siann la everitym go toilet.
zZz. waiting fer xinz. jess go play vball wif xingyi xiaoyan and neoying. audrey go 3n3 wif me. put letter and xinz de hp in her pencil case. then go up. i wan go toilet -.- then go down lorh.. saw him. smiled. he smiled back.. then i go up again. so mani ppl. saw yuli and pryor. yuli go up his kls take moi letter. warhahs. then i ask letter from yuli. gerald and frens was there. i dunno y i haf a strange feeling i`m -trilf- lorhh. haiis.
bell ring i go back kls. 2 periods of amaths. damn siann lorh! felt like slping.. hahaha. copy copy copy. diaos. kip asking gengzhong still got how long. cannot take it. brain bursting. dismiss le.. go down quadrangle. sat under e hot sun! stupid la. too hot cannot sit de lorhh. butt will haf one thing pop out de. pain de lehh. [[heard from ppl]] lols. wadeva la.
e sun reali veh big lorh!! stupid la. after tt go mama shop wif audrey jess. i wanna eat fishball. but neva bring wallet. i sae i wan borrow money. i jus turn around then saw jess looking at me. then i look at her lorhh. she sae wad "dun look at me i got no money" piiang!! kaobeii la in e first place i neva even said i wanna borrow from her lorhh. then audrey oso sae she got no money. nvm dowan eat liaox. then walk walk walk. jess sae she got money. i tink she noes i`m angri.
i jus "dowan" then continued walking. no mood to eat la. stupid. after tt go ava room. sing sing sing. 3pm go off. ben lai wanna look fer yuli they all de. buden aswad sae they all go home le. nvm i oso go home. audrey they all going jp to buy kah wai`s present. no point fer me to follow. reach home cook noodles. then came online. ((=
dun misunderstand. yuli is jus a korx to me. although we`re often together, he treats me as a mei and i treat him as a korx. a gal and a guy may not necessarily be bf gf de. i`m jus telling you. end here le. gotta go bathe. buaiis! takkaire.
fer fisie: feez! see i wrote your name ((x takkaire okiies. tankuu.
love xinz laogong
love moi frens
and all who were there fer me ((=
sheryl; apple.
i`ll find moi laughter back.
[it`s wif me all along isnt it -.-]
i`ll ferget youu_
Posted at 03:38 pm by -| x|aO p|nG gUo |-
Thursday, February 03, 2005
* last food ate – `nurthin
* tinking of rite now – `i dunno anithing
* feeling rite now – `saddified
* listening to – `teebie
* tym - `o7:27pm
hmms.. finali i`m here again. okiies. me and gerald are jus best frens. yayaya.. dun be too shocked. it happens. he said he has no feeling fer me. okiies.. dun tok bout it le okiies. dun ask me "dun sad.. dun cry" .. i`ve loads of those. thx fer those who consoled me. love u guys. ((=
todae morning 6.30 go sch. reach sch sit wif xinz and dunno who else laa. haha. cried.. then play vball. after tt go hall. razak absent fer todae and tml. wadeva.. go back kls. fisie not there. she later then come. got dental. haiis. miss her.. u hear tt feez? i missed u!! ((x haha. halfway thru chi period [e period b4 recess] fisie come le.. yipee!!
lols. gundu. recess. i go change. then come back copy maths. after tt play vball wif jess. gerald and joel came. they go down e slope play wif toothpaste. piiang. childish!! after tt me and gerald play. blahhs. go back kls. i dunno to be hapi or to be sad. -.- wadeva. geo period. cher ask us do wb. i cried. haiis. thought of him.. feez kip consolling me.. tankuu worz.. ((=
aiyahh jus skip la. buay tahan. after sch! ermms. go down his kls there find him. we play vball awhile. then jalaine jeanette they all there. paisehh to play le. go mama shop. walking out tt tym candy sae "ehh y neva hold hands sia. hold fer me to see lehh.." piiang i almost cried. looked e other direction. hais. then he eat. i at there.. extra.
then go back sch. go e klsroom. mr koh inside. i wait fer him to go. then wan go in tt tym saw mr lau at e nxt kls. i tink he going to gerald`s kls. then suan liaox. i go canteen. thirsty. buy drink. ask yuli pei wo go copy maths. got some others oso.. then dunno who tokked bout gerald. miss him. then cry. haiis. tink they all xia dao. lol. after tt i realised i oredi did tt maths b4. dotdot laa.
then go staffroom.. pass up e -original- copy.. moi fren de laa. haha. then i ben lai wan walk pass him kls. but got mr lau. then suan liaox. go wif aswad they all. 3:15 go look fer him. ben lai wan play vball wif him de. buden he seems so unwillingly. ask him he wan go home or play vball. he sae wan go home lorhh. nvm.
i go look fer yuli aswad they all. they did a veh naughty thing to raj. lol!!! so farni. after tt me aswad john raj yuli habib go mama shop. dunno where yuli and habib disappear to. we 4 go back sch first. they preparing fer soccer match le. sec 5 vs student counsellors. me madeline fisie jing ling isabel watch. still got others laa. haha. me cannot see properly.. then move to e centre there wif madeline. aswad scored 4 goals!! nicholas scored one. haha. ((x
after tt go home wif yuli and hafiz. haha. yuli neva cross e road. hafiz pei wo lorh. he asked bout gerald. haiis. then i cry again. stupid me. haiis. reach home bathe.. blahhs. end here le. pls dun ask me dun sad okiies. dun ask me dun cry oso. -.- buaiis.
love.. haiis.
love xinz laogong
love moi frens!
((..... cant smile.
Posted at 07:27 pm by -| x|aO p|nG gUo |-
Thursday, January 27, 2005
* last food ate – `milo ice?
* tinking of rite now – `baobeii. sowie..
* feeling rite now – `guilty
* listening to – `moi er ge de radio -.-
* tym - `o4:10pm
opps* ferget wad happened on tues le. haha. paisehh laa. hees. ysd`wed.. ermms. skip to after sch can not.. haha. ehh. hyss vs clementi town ((x after sch me bring fisie down to meet her deardear.. shake hands sae good luck.. lols. then she go meet chong kiat. me siann siann. go look fer audrey. then she and jess they all going jp. zZz. i go kls slp. got maths remedial laa. SIANNIFIED.
can understand laa. cus e maths maa. if a maths i siann liaox. neva listen AT ALL when e relief teacher teaching. lols. me and fisie go tour around e sch when e relief cher come de.. shuang.. lols. okiies. e remedial. piang. kip doing doing. siann lorh. ysd got 5 periods of maths sia. zZz. sch hour got two period.after sch got 3 period. siann.
after maths i chiiong home. change bag. take hp. left home. go clementi. meet baobeii at interchange. then we go buy xinz laogong de mac. waited fer so long fer e apple pie sia. -.- saw baobeii sitting outside there. sit wif him norhh. he sae alvin oso going watch e soccer game. lols. ((x made our way to clementi town sec~ oh ya on e wae xinz kip calling me! so kan chiong.. dunno is wan see me or her food!! >.<
reach le. call xinz. baobeii and alvin watch outside. cus baobeii got bike. then he neva wear uniform. me and xinz go sit at e bench there. got hannah and faezah oso. scream and clap and cheer. lols. halftym me and xinz play vball. warhahs. saw baobeii and alvin. continued playing vball >.< second half started. go watch. then hannah call me look behind. saw baobeii. hahaha.
ask him sit he dowan. in e end oso sit. lols. hyss won 2-1.. xinz scream like mad.. hannah and faezah oso. i scream awhile then no voice. LOLS. then baobeii go his ah ma hse. me and xinz play vball. she so hapi sia.. dotdot. then i go home. xinz they all go eat dinner.. reach home 7+ lerhh. zZz.
baobeii sae his ankle swollen. heart pain. joel go kick e stone then kick til his ankle there. then he still go do those bicycle stunts.. piiang. i ask him todae dun go sch. he diedie oso wan. got maths re test. then he oso wanna listen to e maths.. so guai worz. ((x
morning go back of quadrangle find xinz.. she slping on wx lap. then i go moi kls. ben lai wanna put moi maths tb de. buden gate locked. haf to walk e staff room tt staircase. go up, door locked oso. zZz. siann. go down quadrangle again. play vball wif xinz. then go hall. zZz. stupid razak. mood spoiler. hate him loads laa. wan win our heartx? NOT A CHANGE. continue dreaming manz. i`m NEVER EVER gonna accept u. u sark!!
go back kls. first period eng. dunno wad happen. pe.. badminton. moi right index finger e skin gonna peel le laa. abit pain. after tt borrowed topo map from zhong zhen fer feez. thot after pe is geo.. buden it`s maths. piiangz. lols. go thru file. i nv bring. warhahs.
then ehh. wadeva laa. after sch me go find xinz. buden dunno where she go.. go buy things wif yuli they all lorhh. yuli and pryor go draw money.. ms joyce tan oso there. lols. after tt yuli bought milo fer me. haha. actuali is i ask him buy de laa ((x then we go yuli hse there wait fer yuli to bathe. piiang. so long. go buy their bbq stuff then go back hyss.
veh late le. ben lai sae 3.15 wait fer him outside his self-study klsroom. arghh. useless gal. go find xinz. play a few SEC of vball wif aliff then go off. go mama shop see if yuli they all still there not. buden they not. so i go home lorhh. moi dad called.. i ferget to tell him tt i nid money fer e nc wonderers e jersey. oh ya.. nc wonderers. soccer team. outside de. not sch de. ((x me and xinz manager. lols.. then after tt moi dad called to ask if moi didi home le maa. then shun bian tell him bout e jersey norhh.
warhahs. he ask me tml remind him. zZz. okiies. wadeva. ehh. i end off le laa. buaiis.
love gerald baobeii;
love xinz laogong;
love all moi frens;
muarks!
Posted at 04:10 pm by -| x|aO p|nG gUo |-
Monday, January 24, 2005
* last food ate – `water cooler
* tinking of rite now – `FOOD. PLS COME QUICK!!
* feeling rite now – `HUNGRY. big big headache
* listening to – `teebie
* tym - `o7:22pm
ouch!! headache sia. pain.. ))x i now veh free. then scared tml i ferget wad happened todae. so i guaiguai blog. ((= can gimme some food? hahaha!! i veh hungry sial. sobx sobx. aniwae.. ysd nitex chat wif baobeii. watched abit of teebie. go slp.
todae morning 6.15 woke up. pack all moi stuff.. blahhs. wore moi socks til veh long sia. then i rush to sch. saw audrey and jess. jess gimme a card. sae wad fergiving her. wadeva laa. now fergive. nxt tym angri again. warhahs! go moi kls there.. saw baobeii!! hehheh so hapi. then we stood at e railing there chat. okiies la crap la. >.<
then i saw e dunno wad insect on his hand. scared will bite him maa. then i shook his hand. he angri. sae wad if e insect xia dao it will bite de. then he sae he wan play wif e insect i go ka jiao. heart break lorh. hais. obviously he dowan me to care. he sae b4 le. long ago. onli tt i wanna care nia. be extra oso good. at least i haf a part in his life. ((x
then i jiu left him alone. after one min or so he went off. stuupid. i go find xinz laogong norhh. bleahhs. go sit down le. saw him.. then i go to him asked him if he`s still angri. he sae "no laa. i go find joel" haas. not angri jiu hao. haas. first two periods eng. siann la. nid to prepare fer another presentation. arghh. dunno wad contempary short stories or wadeva. moi mind is BLANK.
grr.. siann la. after tt pe. BADMINTON!! haas. after tt straight away go toilet. haas. when i walk past 3e4, noburdi in kls de. hahahas! all e gals[[mostly laa]] go toilet. lols. after tt social studies. ms adlin neva come. hapi hapi! first free period mdm fong take. me and fisie did physics wb. then go drink water. warhahs. second free period was ms roberts. i see fisie write letter. then i oso write lorhh. to baobeii of cus. hahas.
recess!! go toilet change. okiies la is wear uniform laa. saw ellen and yongxin ((x go back kls. continue moi unfinished letter. he didnt come look fer me. was so sadded lorhh. then heard someone calling me "mei nu" tt no taste person mus be shianx liaox lorhh. onli she`ll call me tt. -.- she sae i restless. dunno laa. headache. haiis.
recess over le. ))x he didnt turn up. i thot he`d come and look fer me during recess. sad laa. haas nvm laa. -.- geo. razak and some sheriffs came in. moi kls got a boi e wallet missing. then everiburdi kena checked lorhh. delay tym.. gd gd. buden see razak face.. not gd not gd. puii!!
continue wif lessons. siann lorhh. maps maps maps. i hate it man. sec 2 all e maps. 10 qsn i do 2 nia. hahas. after tt physics. moi mind totali shut down. jus wait fer answer =x lols. then 1pm go hall. kaoz. so noisy sia. zZz.
got e performance thingy. after tt meet xinhua audrey jess behind e hall. me pull xinhua go look fer yuli. he sae wan pei wo de. bleahhs. then audrey jess go off. then saw them at around canteen there. i ask them go mama shop first. me and xinhua look fer him. saw baobeii worz. he so adorable. ((x
me and xinhua look here and there cannot find him. ferget it. haas. bought grammar builder. lols. saw yuli le. he sae cannot pei wo. he gotta go work. 5pm -.- tt tym onli 2+ lorhh. dotdot. me xinhua yuli walk to mama shop. yuli go find e soccer bois. me and xinhua go sit wif audrey they all.
go buy bandung. piiang moi head so damn pain liaox. dunno why lehh. not e bandungde fault laa -.- haha. after tt samuel and brendan[[dunno who =x]] treat me and jess ice cream. orbii* lols. then slack. choir 3pm. buden we 3+ then go. jess do homework. e rest of us slacked. lols. choir.. sec 1s was more than 10 i tink. bout there laa.
gonna sing fer chi new yr. siann half la!! zZz. now quite late le. i "tok" faster kaes. sing sing sing. after tt saw xinz laogong playing vball wif jasmine they all. i join in. then jas they all going home. xinz sae she take e ball home lorhh. we go canteen there play. then go beside field tt patch of grass play. wen kai came. join in. blahhs. play til 6+ go home. wEe~ blog finish. -.- okiies. reach home i veh hungry. head veh pain. after dinner i cook cambell eat. tok to him on e phone. teach him maths. okiies byebye.
love xinz laogong
love baobeii`
love all moi frens.
muarks`
x|aO p|nG gUo
Posted at 07:22 pm by -| x|aO p|nG gUo |-
Sunday, January 23, 2005
* last food ate – `dunno
* tinking of rite now – `tt wallet
* feeling rite now – `siann
* listening to – `teebie
* tym - `o3:18pm
here to update. haas. ermms. fridae. holidae. gerald de dad at home. then he cannot go out. winghoe sae he go gerald hse. buden turned out, they go jurong entertainment. stupid. aniwae.. me 4pm meet fisie at jp. then we go shop fer solitude`s burfdae pressie. found le. shant tell u wad it is. lols. after tt go popular buy moi bro de book. ten years series. siann.
then go walk walk. saw a wallet. love it. $24.90 ))x start saving. hais. then go see e clothes.. blahhs. fisie bought octopus ball. i bought cheese and ham. cus tt tym i eat prawn not nice de. haas. go outside oasis room there eat. then go home. bout 5.30 baa. love tt wallet ))=
saturdae. ben lai wan do homework de. buden slacked. lols. then bout 2+ dear called me. then sae he can go out. so hapi ((x me go bathe. then take bus. meet him in bus. going westmall. wee~ walk walk. go harvey norman. he wan see discman. lols. after tt.. jus walk around. he bought titbits. eat lorhh. then bout 5+ we go home. he alighted first. siann. me go ah ma hse.
then eat. watch teebie. then go home. called him. sadded. haiis. dowan sae why laa. nvm. haas. those who noe.. dun sae okiies. ((= after tt i online. blahhs. go slp.
todae.. woke up. ate moi breakfast.. you mian. haas. watched teebie. came online. do homework whilte chatting. weekends are such a bore. *yawns* lols. okiies. i end here le. buaiis.
xinz laogong!! miss u!!
gerald.. love u.
hyss soccer.. jia you!!
x|aO p|nG gUo
Posted at 03:18 pm by -| x|aO p|nG gUo |-
